I. Just decided to pop on here for the first time in wow it seems forever.
So good to see your post.
We are at the same time and loved seeing your posts back in the day.
I too am in a peaceful place and believe that we never ever lose the grief we just band aid it with new memories. Every so often the band aids come undone and I miss Tony so much.
Most mornings I wake up happy. Which I never thought in a million years I would ever do.
Take care and huge hugs to you xxx