That’s a lovely idea and something nice for you and the children to focus on and enjoy in the next few months, as the Dahlias bloom. I think no one can prepare you for the loneliness. My husband and I ran our own company so I am continuing to do so. I speak to people all day and have lots of people coming and going but I feel absolutely abandoned and overwhelmed, even if I am surrounded. It’s something I know I have to get used to but I don’t want to.