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gay
my joe
this weekend has been the worst of my life i have missed joe so much and all i can see is him i rang my daughter and had a long chat,put the phone down and thought right i need to get in the garden his favourite place i have cut a quarter of a big conifer down filled my .green bin so i will do some more when they empty it. doing that made me relise thet i have got too carry on for my own sanity,tracy told me things can never be the same but i just wish they could but i did get twenty of the best years of my life thankyou my darling joe love you

Posted on 16/10/2011 at 19:10
Susie
Re: my joe
Gay- I am with you on this one. I have been working in the garden too and although it always makes me cry because I remember all the plans we had and all the times we worked together I can also see how everything has to carry on. Just as we do.But also I agree with you that we must be so thankful for the time we had. thank you for your post
xxx

Posted on 16/10/2011 at 19:55
susan kirkham
Re: my joe
I feel bad because unlike you, I have no interest any more in the garden and my Gordon would be disappointed I think. As ill as he was, he used to potter, weed and generally tidy, but I haven't the heart to do it. I find it too painful to bother!!
Maybe I will do at some point, but can't see it!

Posted on 16/10/2011 at 23:49
Diane
Re: my joe
how we all feel so differently on this journey we have been forced to take, I am the same as Susan, even though i Keep it tidy, cannot think of the garden in the same way anymore, or anything else for that matter. Sorry to sound so negative. Love to all, Diane x

Posted on 17/10/2011 at 17:56